Feeling the loneliest ive felt in a while. The competitor in me makes me want to embrace it and see how much i can take and fight thru it, but another part of me makes me feel hella sorry for myself. It's hard to meet/date people these days and an individual can only take so much rejection. My whole life, ive been feeling like ive neevr been enough. And the sad truth is that some people dont find the love theyre looking for. Still, at this point, im holding on to hope; continuously trying to better myself. But, honestly, im really scared. Im not sure what i need to do.